man i really just want to go out and get really drunk and get with people i’d prefer just kissing getting with people cos anything else and they’re normally not that great at it and it’s kind of embarassing but i just want to go out and neck on because it is super fun and kissing is great and plus for like every one minute kiss you burn 26 calories or something and i need to lose weight so it fucking counts as excercise and remember year 11 me pre-danny that me was super fun why can’t i flirt like that anymore and why am i not desirable and why oh why am i hung up on this one boy i don’t even know.